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Finally I made myself a new layout.
First time playing in my Photoshop, which I got for xmas. I'm so creative. Cheer.
Kyo <3.
I wonder if I can be creative enough to write something too.
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| At school |
[March 9th 2007|9.06am] |
Sigh
I'm at school, one hour too early, again. Too lazy to actually walk to school at fridays. Can't find you Therese.
ooo it was my birthday yesterday^^ Got a iPod, FFXII <3
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[October 8th 2006|9.26pm] |
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
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[October 5th 2006|7.13am] |
"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines
We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on livejournal. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this. Thanks.
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind. (stolen from after_moonrise)
It's happening. (stolen from griffinfire)
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[September 9th 2006|4.12pm] |
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Allting har en ände,
men korven den har två,
pannkakan har ingen,
men den är glad ändå.
I - I tried to consume just like a super faggot
I got some dude
how can y'all bring a muthafucka something so good he couldn't
say no
you nailed me hard
I love 'em when they don't give a motherfucking shit
I could've been someone instead of falling flat upon my ass
Dig me now and fuck me later
and sing it to the tune of faggot faggot faggot
ow - dig me now and fuck me later
and sing it with the...
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[September 8th 2006|1.11pm] |
ooo im discovering new microsoft word functions! lol, this is so much fun. gonna write some cool one's down so i'll remember them. AWESOME! *lol, cough*
CTRL+F Fet
CTRL+K Kursiv
CTRL+U Understruken
CTRL+mellanslag tar bort alla teckenformat
CTRL+SHIFT+0 Nedsänkt text(index)
CTRL++(plus) Upphöjd text(exponent)
and i so gotta make a new favorite icon to use. or one more, cua the reita hair is pure loove
okay listening to my friends iPOD now, finding some dam ngood songs, gonna write them down so i can find them when i get home.
Mindless Self Indulgence - faggot
Neo - So sick of love songs
Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit
Relient K - Who I am hates who i've been
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[September 5th 2006|7.03pm] |
Normal day at school, math really fun, therese sneezed like 20 times. I swear, her sneeze is the funniest thing every. It's a kind of sneeze/cough she doesn and alway at least three times straight^^ damn we laughed. still, hope she'll get better(I so don't want a cold)
Got a lill headache now though, if i have it tomorrow I'll blame therese.
But now to the big thing of today.
I'm wearing the slipperiest SOCKS there've EVER been!
*giggles* I didn't notice untill I got home, took off my shoes and all that. and my floor aint that slippery welcoming at all, so hours went by and no slippery slipp.
THEN I went upstairs! hahaahha I was like Bambi on ice!
I've banged my knees a couple of times, my elbow, butt, hip not my head but my right shoulder on the edge of the sofa.
Damn, i got some nice bruses but HEY! I had so much fun! (the reason to like half of the bruses might be from me running through the hall, as to see how far i could go with my socks)
lol, i'm so in love with therse black/blueish socks.
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[August 30th 2006|11.31pm] |
I've now done all my homework, fixed my mp3 for the 40 minutes walk to school tomorrow, read all i could find and now im bored.
and one of my toes are hurting.
Where did the p0rn go? *looks right and left*
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[August 21st 2006|10.59pm] |
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I hate these fucking emotinal moments.
I'm crying right now and I don't know why. My parents are teasing me about being grumpy all day, because since school ended I have been. I don't really know why. My mom thinks it's because I'm dissatisfied with the classes and stuff, but as far as I know it's not!
I really hate when they tease me like that, but they can't help that I'm so fucking emotional sometimes and they don't know how it affects me.
I hate this. I'm gonna write something and see what'll come out of it.
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| Just a Question of Love |
[August 7th 2006|1.25am] |
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I've just seen the movie Just a Question of Love and I have to say that it was beautiful. Cyrille Thouvenin is really beautiful himself, I was staring at him all the time.
The first gay movie I ever saw was "Get Real" which we saw at school, almost everybody in the class made sick noises and turned away when a gay scense came up, damn I can't understand them.
This guy Steven falls in love with the school's sport hero John(or was it Johnny?) They start dating, but not public, John is dead scared of anyone finding out. The movie is kinda sad but very good, I've been meaning to get it.
Theres this one scene in the end that really get's to you.
Steven saying, "Be happy, Johnny."
The second I saw was "Latter Days", I can't say I loved it, but it was nothing wrong with it. Yes, some scenes was beautiful, especially the end but I found it a little too silly for my liking. Though I'd gladly see it again.
It's about a very gay guy who starts liking a very christian boy. The family eventually finds out and hell breaks loose. It's very touching and I cried because beeing gay was viewed as a sin from his parent's way. Damn I hate that kinda shit. Makes me really upset.
the third one I say was "Formula 17" a chinese one. Very silly but funny loving thing. About this guy, Tien, who comes to Taipei thinking that sex is for when you love someone, but then he falls in love with the biggest playboy Bai. It's a little too much actually, mainly because everybody in this movie is gay, and no sight of any women at all. But in the long run, it's not bad at all.
My fourth one was "Eating Out". Okay that one was kinda funny^^ The straigh guy trying to get to the fag hag by dating her best male friend. While the straight guy's best male friend is totaly in love with the guy Marc (the straigh guy) is dating. Funny thing, made me laugh but also cry in the end. Though it turned out to be a happy ending:)
the fifth one was "Plata Quemada" or "Burnt Money" in english. Okay, this was more of a action movie. Quite confuseing actually. It's about two guys, Angel and Nene. They're called The Twins and they work together, meaing they do missions, killing people, stealing and such.
It's quite touching since Angel is quite mad, but at the same time not, from the voices in his head and Nene is desperately trying not to lose him. Still Nene sleeps with a woman. Very sad movie, and it's based on a true story.
Okay and now the most recent one, "Just a Questionof Love". Man, this was the best one I've ever seen. Laurent is hiding his sexuality from his parents, knowing that they'll throw him out if they knew, his cousin were throwed out when he told his parents.
He is in need of tuturing and falls in love with his "teacher" Cédric.
It's wonderfull to see there relatinship grow but at the same time sad to see how Laurent is hiding from his parents.
One thing though that really got me sad with this movie was the way it portraited the parents(Laurent's and Cédirc's) and Laurent's view of it all. Laurent wishing he was normal, don't wanting to be gay and all the parents saying, "I cried in the beginning, but I don't want to lose my son." Clearly stating that they can't stand two men together, they're disgusting with it. It really upseted me.
Damn this got long, but I felt I just had to write a little now, didn't mean to tell my gay movie experience^^
Well, I'm off to bed now, hopefully I'll be able to watch "Summersturm" (Summer Storm) tomorrow and it'll be my seventh move:)
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[July 14th 2006|12.17am] |
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Okay, another post, just after the last one but....
I feel so fucking alone.
My friends never call me, none of them, and I have like six, or well five. Jag har en person som typ förföljer mig. Written in swedish to prevent one special to read it.
I mean, okay so my friends don't care much. But what I don't get is me. How many times have a friend not called and I turned them down? Simply because I didn't feel like it. No I sat in my basememt readin, playing games, writing, watching movies whatever. How stupid can you be? How stupid can I be?
Maybe they finaly gave up on me? Moved on, found better funnier friends, thinking "she likes to be alone anyway."
So maybe it's true. You don't know what you had untill you lose it.
Or maybe I'm just rambeling because I'm not feeling too well.
After all, what do I know?
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[June 29th 2006|11.39pm] |
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I've just seen the movie "A beautiful Mind" with Russel Crow.
I very much liked it, and I find schizophrenia itself very interesting, and the movie wwere very well done(4 Oscars, duh) so yeah. I have to buy it if I ever see it in a store.
Tomorrow night is the big day!
Can't wait! Daniël's arriving, I'm so nervous, but in a good way. =)
I'm having a little headache though, but I guess it all can't be perfect ;)
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[June 24th 2006|2.11am] |
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Fuck, Therese you've just got offline and I'm so sad right now. I was crying just before you said "G'night" and I didn't say what I was going to.
I just want you to know that I love you, I haven't had many friends but as I see it, you're a true one. Please please don't hate me for what's happening now. It feels like you're leaving me, and taking the rest of "the gang" with you, and well I can't do much to stop it. I'm just hurt.
I'm not a very outgoing person, you know this but I still need people who likes me. The boring one, who you really can do without. So even if you don't need me, I need you.
And I just...
My throat is hurting, too much emotions.
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[June 20th 2006|11.23am] |
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Hmm well I'm currently at my mom's job, so I have no access to WoW, PSP or my fan fiction files -_-
Meh.
I miss them.
Thinking of starting on a new fan fiction, only to have to write on when I'm here that is. One-shot, long one, I don't have any of those.
Yeh, I'll do that. If I'm able to gather any ideas *looks around for a muse*
I love my mp3.
Yay, away from here now, going home to watch a movie with a friend. But have to bike home -_-'
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[June 18th 2006|2.48am] |
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No long entry this time.
Hard day, lots of talk with the parents about this summer and stuff. All including talk, screaming, crying and so on. Man, I think I sat in the garden a couple of hours to gather myself again.
But my mom loves me, and she was deeply sorry for some things she screamed, she was very clear with that. And well, it all looks so much brighter now.
Hmm I won't be introducing Daniël(my friend who I mentioned) to a tree, he just read my entries. Bummer. ^______^
We like staring. *stares*
Smiles are contagious, it's a fact.
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[June 14th 2006|10.19pm] |
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Wohoo!
Okay, no more depressing thoughs. Impossible now! School will end in two days! Two days! Then I've finished 9th grade and gonna start on a whole new school and it's exciting! ^^
I've bought the world's coolest shorts, which aint a very big part of my happiness but ya know.
No this huge reason to why I'm so up in the clouds it because a friend is gonna visit me. In like, 3 weeks! I've never met him before, so that's why I'm so nervous about it, we've only talked on the net and phone so it's big! :D Can't be more happy/nervous!
Lol, and he's gonna meet my friends! Hahaha wonder how he's gonna react^^ They're nuts^^ but love them. They've also talked to him thoughthe net so he know a little about them. One of them, Clalyan, told him "Well, since you haven't seen me, how do you know that I'm not a tree?"
haha we're thinking of me introducing him to a tree, haven't decided yet, but it would be so funny^___^
And about the song, Gay pimp - Lookin' cute, haha it was some video I found on youtube which rocked!
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[May 31st 2006|6.39pm] |
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Am I supposed to feel like this? Really, am I?
I think I might be depressed, I don't think I have a serious enough reason to be, but on some level I think I am.
I can't put my finger on exactly what though, point out some tiny reasons and create a big ball yes, but I can't really do that either. It's just emotions after all. I think.
Nobody notice, or at least I don't think they do. Cuz this is just the way I am, the quiet one, the broody one, the non-fun one and it goes on. And the thing is, I've always been like that, from my perspective at least, and I don't know if it's good for me.
I can't change the way I am, but am I making myself depressed by being me?
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